13 woohoo!

Ok, thirteen is a great number but I'm kind of in a crappy mood, so I probably won't sound as excited as I mean to.

Some reasons I'm grumpy

Last night my dance team bombed at a performance... it was stinky.

There was also a miscommunication with someone offering to "give" us some baby stuff. Their circumstances are very sad, and their feelings are what's most important.. but we didn't exactly end up as winners in the deal... we'll leave it at that. Kristen, who was more involved than I, not by choice and not enjoying it, showed great insight hoping we helped in a healing process in any way... It was after my team's crap fest of a performance so I wasn't feeling very nice and would've handled things poorly causing all sorts of unneeded negativity, good thing we are told to get spouses down here.

And the thing that bugs me faster than anything is computer problems.. I got a different laptop from school and I am trying to combine multiple sources of itune libraries, about 2000 songs I use for class and stuff, and it is not going smoothly. I can be patient, well fake it, for a lot of things, but when a computer doesn't do what I think it should I get so angry. erggh

So, 13 weeks, 1st term quickly coming to a close, it's a big big deal, I'm excited...and sure to be a little more relaxed... ok that is crap I'll start to relax around the time it is born, no that's a lie, turn 18? no there is just more ways for it to get hurt, ahh man I'm going to be stressed out for the rest of my life! I seriously think I'm having a panic attack...